Hardcover, edition of 300 copies, signed. Design by Momo Okabe & Mika Murai, text by Ko Kosugi, translation by Daniel Gonzalez.
“Bible” is a testament to the unwavering complexity of Okabe’s everyday life with her lovers and friends. Alongside their pursuance of a genuine identity and sense of belonging, Okabe unfolds the "sad, yet beautiful scenery that they could perceive after overcoming the long and difficult struggle out from their traumatic past.” The sincerity and depth of Okabe’s work is visceral; unwinding a sweetness within the tension of their collective alienation as if she has built a window into a kaleidoscopic heart.
Okabe has been highly acclaimed by Nobuyoshi Araki at New Cosmos of Photography in 1999 and Masafumi Sanai at Epson Color Image in 2009 as well as by many other prestigious competitions in Japan. It is difficult, however, to position Okabe’s work into the norm of contemporary Japanese photography often associated with its perfection in composition and quiet meditation with subjects. Outside of the mainstream photo community, Okabe has pioneered her own electric yet sensitive color pallet to convey her overflowing emotions onto her work. In addition, she shifts away from the overtly intellectualized practice so prevalent in today’s contemporary photography scene and gives photography a refreshed power. “Bible” begins to reposition our critical perspectives towards a regeneration of compassion, intimacy, and camaraderie.
Artist Statement
My mother was always half-asleep by 8:00 p.m.
Each morning, she woke at 3:00 to begin the day’s chores.
My mother always knew when I did something bad.
Even when I did those bad things far away,
Somehow she knew by the time I came home.
She never got angry, but always looked sad.
When I peeked into the kitchen later,
I saw her crying alone.
My mother took sedatives.
One time she overdosed,
And I found her—
Passed out in the very bathtub
She had been cleaning.
My mother often went missing.
Sometimes it was for as short as one week.
Sometimes it was for as long as three years.
When I turned 28, she left for good.
She jumped from a tall building, and killed herself.
Everyone cried at the funeral.
Everyone except me.
They cried not understanding
The real meaning of her death.
My mother used to speak ill of my father and sister.
But to this day, I believe that she never said the same of me.
I mean, she stood in front of my apartment on the day she died.
At least, that’s what the building’s super – an old woman – told me later.
Twelve years passed.
One day, I went into my father’s room and
Opening the doors of my mother’s small altar
Found it coated in dust and grime
Like a filthy garbage can.
I felt sorry for my mother
So made it nice and clean.
Everyday since then, I’ve prayed to that altar.
In the process, all the evil within me vanished:
Violence. Hysteria. Sleeping pills. Coke. Addiction.
All the things that hurt those around me.
I may be a reformed man
But know that all the misdeeds of my past
Are yet to come raining down upon me
At some point.
Even so, I’ve become a little bit happier
That’s enough for me.
The face in the portrait inside mom’s little altar is always changing.
Whenever I’m tempted to do wrong, her face is stern.
Whenever I’m suffering, she seems as though she might cry.
Today, when I look at my mother’s picture,
I see the trace of a smile.
Only now am I beginning to learn what even children know.
Essay by Ko Kosuge
(Translation: Daniel Gonzalez)
Pages: 122
Place: New York
Year: 2014
Publisher: Session Press
Size: 26 x 37 cm (approx.)